When working on the binders for the upcoming court case, the attacks from the enemy were viscious. I could hardly catch my breath as the pressure in my chest was so great. But God had a better plan. If these spirits could be revealed then I would finally once and for all be able to cast them out. This is the principle of using all things together for my good for those who love the Lord and are called according to His purpose. That is the bible verse Romans 8:28.
For years I have been battling fear but not of this magnitude. Before I would go get a Starbucks or eat a little cookie dough, or do a little online shopping. Sound familiar? It was not going to work this time. I now realize those were idols I had set before God in hopes of appeasing the fear I felt on the inside.
So now I was under the gun to finish the notebooks and get them to the attorney's offices before 5 pm today. I knew I could do it because God had not brought me this far to let me fail. So I will feel the fear and do it anyways as Joyce Meyer says. Please be praying for me. This case is so much more than just about me and my boys although that would be enough, it is for helping others around the world know that they too can stand up and be heard in their desire to care for Cystic Fibrosis naturally. It can be done but will they face the fear that the doctor's will throw their way? I know how hard it is, believe me I do. I am so sorry that you have come against this as well. It is just not right. But hopefully with the landmark decision made in this case, you will have some backing of some sort anyhow.
The daily battle against fear may still be there but please know that I understand and will help you walk through it if you choose. What I can do is share my experience. It helps sometimes to know that someone else has walked through it and been victorious. It was not easy but it was well worth it. My son is now getting the integrative medical approach that he needs. No more all or none pharmaceutical care. That did not work for him and I imagine it is not working for many others. They may think it is but that is simply because they do not know.
What don't they know?
That it really is possible to manage Cystic Fibrosis with natural products. Is it easy? No. Does it take diligence with a good diet? Yes. Did we still choose to use antibiotics? At times.
Please don't try and paint me into a crazy corner. I have an extremely judicious approach to my son's care and it has paid off, that is until he was not given that care. We are now in the stages of detoxifying his body from the pharmaceutical regimen that he was made to take under the guise of this was his only option. I cannot believe what has transpired in the last 6 weeks. It is criminal in my opinion but my lawyer says I am not allowed to say that. SMH.
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