Why is it I always seem to meet men who are emotionally unavailable? Maybe it is because that is where I am at right now in my life. We attract what we think.
I believe the Lord is showing me that right now and that friendships with stable, loyal women is where I need to "hang out". Not with a man or a young man.
Why do I say young man in addition to man? Well, :-), I recently had the flattering incident of meeting a young man when he came over to buy my son's Pokemon collection. Maybe that should have been my first tip off that he was a fair bit younger than me. Pokemon. Gaming. The signs were all there, hehehe. UPDATE: o.k. so I learned he was actually a dealer in collections. And no longer a gamer. :-) Smart if you ask me.
It's fun to be flattered by a sweet younger man with a slight accent that makes you wonder where he might be from. He uses the English language beautifully, and it impresses me and attracts me. But let's be real. I am no longer 30 something. Oh, I feel like I am, but truth be told I just might be in my 40's plus or minus ten years.
So please know "Dear John" that I wish we could've had a "go" at a friendship or possibly a relationship of some sort, but right now I need to focus 199% of my attention on my boys, going back to work and getting ready for a court trial to save my son's health.
Names have been changed to protect the innocent. ;-)